I don't want to love you anymore...

I start to feel that love you is wrong...
I trying to forget you..
but always got something let me think about you..
why you don't move away from my heart..???
I very hate you!!!!
When everytime i said that but i cannot do it..
I hate YOU!!!
but why the more i hate you, the more i care about you..!!!
But..
no matter what happen..
You forever also won't love me..
I very sure about it..
Since that day i felt in love on you...
I don't want to cry...
If i cry it means i give up already...
I want to give up you..
But my heart won't allow me...
WHY????
WHY???
WHY I CANNOT HATE YOU?
WHY MUST I LOVE YOU??
why?
Why got so many "WHY" in my heart..
i keep you it my heart..
but always you will come out....
Did i do anything wrong?
I don't want to love you anymore..
You must be happy forever in your life...
And i will be very happy...

I think I don't want to think about you anymore..
I promise to myself that i can do it...
I must already give up you!

If this world don't have you...

Today...
Today I have open a new blog again...but is chinese version blog..so hope you can support me thank you!!!! yup! forget give you my blog name...[http://www.darkness2alone.blogspot.com](我的世界，再也没有你)

Today I got last day of my exam...but I feel want to crazy d!!! I didn't complete my question 4..haiz...^_^but nevermine...at least I complete everything...hahaha...^_^ today very cold..just now got raining heavily...!but I still didn't feel anything cold..its maybe I don't have feeling d...

Day passed very fast...
After that day i saw you..I realize that love you very pain...
No matter where I saw you...my heart follow you go and my eyes follow you go...
No mater how work hard am I to try to let you know me..but that is just nothing....
That pain i will kept it..in my deepest place in my heart..and i won't let it awake forever...
Thanks to let me feel that I really is love you before....


Have a day without you!
Have an hour without you!
Have a minute without you!
Have a second without you!..


If this world without you....
If this word came out on that time my reaction is CRYING..
But if this word came on today my reaction is THANK YOU...

 

But if....

TODAY
Today is damn damn hot man..! i feel like getting burn when go outside from house..so i stay at home everyday..even at school also go to a place that have shelter...i was feel like wan get burn d..but luckily..now i at home got a big fan and strong wind if not i will die lol..hehe[joke joke.....] today is march 6..it means..i had stay at science class for3 month d..it feel like very miracle..haha...^_^ well i also got put a lot of effort..in there..i won't give up what i have now..even is very tension,pressure and MANY HOMEWORK!!!!but i won't give up..because i got you!


NOWADAYS
I start to feel...
weird nowadays...
when i saw u..
i start want to ran away from you..
but somehow..
my leg are not listen to me...
when i saw u..
my heart start to feel nervous...
my heart like jumping non-stop..
if feel like..
so weird...
it like go back when the first time i saw u..
4years ago...
but you also not too care me..
just look at me..
think like stranger looking at me...
i feel very pain...
but when i sms you, you still reply me..
and tell me, because you look at me too busy so you didn't call me
but i everyday think about you...
think what are you doing?
Do you eat well?
or Do you have good time to sleep?
but i don't have courage to tell you...
when i sms you,i also sms something weird for you..haha..[look like very crazy...]
but even like that i also happy...
even you still have someone inside your heart...
i'm the first one who will help you to date with her...
It let me think about one song.. (cry on my shoulder)
[but if you want to cry, cry on my shoulder but if you have someone who cares for you]...
i hope that people is you..
if you got anything that you want to say to me..
i will very welcome to listen you...
If you want to cry..
i'm the first want who lend you my shoulder...
If you feel boring..
i'm the first one to let you happy...

爱一个人，不是要拥有他。。
反而要让他幸福。。
但拥有他了，就要让他幸福。。

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                                                                                                              by:arco...